Thursday, January 08, 2009

Moving day!

I move today. I go pick up the keys and then start after work. Exciting!

I also heard from the place that fell through. They emailed to check whether I'd found a place yet, as they felt bad.

It seems to have turned to summer here with the beautiful cloudless blue sky days that I remember from my first stop in Nelson. I'm looking forward to close access to the beach- I'll have to get motivated to do very frequent exercise visits to it. :)

A few photos of the trip down south




Photo 1: Views on the "Ride of the Rings" Near Paradise- close to the setting for Isengard
Photo 2: Great light over Queenstown
Photo 3: Arrowtown. I love that town- several buildings like this!

Saturday, January 03, 2009

One has to love a holiday...

I'm back in Nelson again after some much needed time off work. Other than my wisdom tooth surgery and a day or two here and there, I hadn't taken any time off work since my visit to Canada last November. I also hadn't seen much of the south of NZ. My short holiday from boxing day until now has helped on both of these fronts.

First things first. I think my last blog was probably talking a bit about my "flat" hunt situation. The update: after my crushing disappointment on that Friday, I found 2 more waterfront apartments that were advertised on Saturday. Note that the one I had first seen was the only 2 bedroom one I'd seen advertised in weeks (if not months) so I was surprised to see 2 more advertised the next day! I went and saw the one that was advertised privately the week before Christmas. I had trouble lining up the one that was through an agent. The private one was offered to me on Christmas Eve, and I said yes. The parking isn't nearly as good as the first one I viewed (which had 2 nice parking spots), so I'll have to hope I can find a flattie without a car! It's also more expensive, but only slightly. And it's shorter term- but then reverts to month to month. Which I guess could be viewed to be a good thing anyway- as it should give me time to sort out whether it's a good fit. Plus it's furnished so it won't be a mega hassle to move in and move out again- if that needs to happen in several months time. I'll be lining up details of when I move now that I'm back from my holiday.

I spent Christmas day here in Nelson. I attended a brunch with friends outdoors, had a wee visit to the beach in the afternoon- and had a potluck type dinner with about 7 others for Christmas dinner. It was quite nice. I felt spoiled when a friend showed me her old bike with a bow on it, saying I could have it if I wanted it. I'm quite bad on a bike- so I said I'd have to come back another day and try it out before saying yay or nay. :) They also sang me happy birthday and put those annoying won't blow out candles on the cake. Although I'm not a big lover of the spotlight, it was nice to have such great friends thinking of me.

On the 26th we started on the road south. Friends had rented a place down in Queenstown for nearly a week and I was lucky enough to get to go as well. We drove down the coast boxing day and ended up in Queenstown. This was after a stop at Fox Glacier in the morning, Wanaka for lunch, and a stop in cute Arrowtown as well. There are lots of historical looking/stone buildings in that town. I loved it! Plus- we tried gelato at a shop - and the strawberries and cream was the best gelato I've ever had. It was $5 for a one scoop cone, but it was worth every penny!!

After settling into our new temporary home in Queenstown we went for dinner at Winnies to celebrate my birthday where we had some YUMMY pizza. Yum. :) I was the only of our party of 4 not already in the 30 club. In a prior post I had mentioned my "life musings" - and expressed my discontent that I don't have any of the big questions answered. I must say that 30 doesn't feel much different than 29. But I have to say I do hope that at least some things become more clear for me as days move ahead- such as will Nelson be my home for the forseeable future- or will it end when this job ends??... As to some of the other bigger picture questions, I suppose they'll answer themselves a bit over time- in part hinging on the answer to this question.

Tourist activities I did in Queenstown:
- Took the gondola & did the loop walk with the great views down to Queenstown
- Went on the Ride of the Rings. This ride departed near Glenorchy. I rode the horse "Joey", who was an entertaining ride- if only for the fact that he was high maintenance. He was ornery- and not a huge fan of other horses. The ride took us through amazing scenery.

Interesting scene locales included riding through the forest where Boromir was shot by the Orcs, and riding to a lookout where you could see the setting for Isengard. There were also a few interesting stories. Apparently Peter Jackson had tried to hire someone to shoot the Boromir actor with a real arrow so that the facial close up would be more realistic. He couldn't find an archer who would do it- so he took up archery himself- but health and safety basically put an end to that possibility. They had to do computer generated images.

One of the horses on the ride was in the Lord of the Rings. They held try outs for horses and riders. This horse, Oscar, was good at the gallop but also stopping when he was supposed to. Apparently they weren't big on using stunt riders so locals were basically invited to try out. There were injuries of various sorts in the tryouts. A number of the riders of Rohan were actually women. And they only had 250 horses in that scene, which were computer generated to look like 2500- which is what Peter Jackson had originally wanted. For this reason the horses had to be rather similar looking.

Also the actress who played Arwen was apparently terribly afraid of horses- and most of the shots of her riding were shot with her aboard a barrel being pulled behind something. I can't recall which of the actors was so afraid of chopper flying that he would instead take a 4 wheel drive as close as possible to some of the remote locations- and then walk the rest of the way.

It was an interesting ride in beautiful country. The guide also pointed out places where some of the scenes from Price Caspian were shot.

- Walk around the reflection lake, Lake Hayes
- Drove to the shotover river and watched the jetboats
- strolled into town about 1/4 to midnight on NYs Eve to watch the fireworks and be there for the countdown. Fortunatly the rain timed that just about perfectly as it stopped for the fireworks.
- Walked through the gardens and along the lake- beautiful
-went for a walk up the Remarkables ski area to the beautiful Lake Alta. Amazing... And amazing views on the way down, although I must say the unpaved road had me nervous without any guardrails and plunging down to one side.
- Went for a ride on the 1912 Steam Boat the Earnslaw- which burns coal and is steam generated. I believe one of the last few passenger steam coal boats still in operation in the world.

Rain, rain, rain hampered much sight seeing on the way home. But we did make it to Ships Creek where there is amazing driftwood, as well as the Pancake Rocks and a few other side stops on the way home.

A few photos to follow in a separate post...

Saturday, December 20, 2008

And back to normal...

My morning continued quite dismally with foul weather to match my mood. I managed to break my beautiful pink cell phone (or so I thought- until I went and bought a new one, upon which Mr. Motorola decided the display screen would come back to life again.)

But now that 24 hours have passed since my last post it seems a little dramatic, but it was certainly how I was feeling at the time. I was very upset- not just because I lost the place but because it was feeling like nothing was going to work out here. It still may not. Time will tell. But that is no reason to give up now. Last night I changed my email tag line to "Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes it is the quiet voice at the end of the day that says ' I will try again tomorrow.' As I will...

A quote that came to mind was from CS Lewis:
“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”

I know deep down he is absolutely right. It may be safer to live an average life without the highs and lows, but I don't want to do it....

Friday, December 19, 2008

An up, and a down...

I've been a little silent on matters personal, but I can't keep silent tonight. I've been looking quietly for a new flat for several months. Our landlord had announced my current one is going up for sale. I finally found one that my heart wanted very bad. It truly was my dream apartment, and everything else fit in too- it was furnished helping with that problem- it was within my price range= and the timing worked quite good with leaving this one so I wouldn't have stuffed up my flatmate either. After no word for several days and me believing it went elsewhere I got an email that it was mine. That was Wednesday. I wanted to blog about it, because I was so pleased and excited, but part of me feared it was too good to be true. It was. Tonight I got an email that there was a mistake. It was given away by her partner while she was away Thursday or today to someone else even thought she'd already told me it was mine. It sounds like a silly thing to be upset about, but you see it goes a little deeper than that. When I left Canada to NZ I told myself that I had until I was 30 to figure things out. (You know- the big picture questions that you're supposed to be able to answer about life- where you want to live, what you want to do, children, that sort of thing.) Nelson is a place that felt like home. Regina didn't - enough that I lived there for 10 years I didn't aquire furniture- somewhere deep inside myself I knew I wasn't ready to stay. Just a week shy of my 30th birthday I found a place I would have delighted to call home- a place I had allowed my heart to love even before I lived there. And it was not be.

I have a real habit of not letting things get to me, because when I do- I care- a lot. And when you care there is the very great possible burden of losing it. I think that since I've been back in Nelson I've distanced myself quite a bit from my friends here. I loved it here first time around and when I realized I wouldn't find a job and had to move to Blenheim - I was very sad. I'm working a contract job again. The potential I'll have to say farewell again is very real. And so more often that I should, I just don't let myself care. Academically I have to say I'm pleased with myself for trying to get that apartment. I'm pleased I didn't yell at the woman who said yes and then no. But tonight, I'm so very disappointed.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

As Christmas nears...

I have once again been a terrible blogger. :) Too busy Christmas carding- or something. .. If you haven't gotten one and you're overseas, I'm sorry. Send me your address and I'll send you a postcard instead. If you're in NZ, I haven't yet gotten to these. Soon!

It's funny - I had recently blogged about how quickly the Labour party appointed their new leader and commented things move more slowly in Canada. Not necessarily- apparently.

One of my favourite things about Christmas- getting Christmas cards. I've received a couple from Canada and one through work. It's funny how much getting a Christmas card can brighten ones day.
Interesting kiwi traditions-
1) The chocolate fish. Being a non kiwi it's hard to define what exactly qualifies someone to be given this, but it's a "thank you", sometimes for going "above and beyond" the call of duty.

2) Christmas crackers . Wikipedia tells me these are a big tradition in Canada- but I haven't experienced them there like I have here. We had a work Christmas dinner the other day- and my Christmas crackers contained a top- and a terrible joke. Or at least others thought it was terrible. I'm so fond of dry humour I quite enjoyed it. It was something like "What kind of party does a snowman enjoy?" Answer- a snowball. This kind of reminds me of the jokes on the back of the kids activity chart when we went to the Cobb & Co for a friends birthday a few weeks ago. "What's brown and sticky?" - Answer- a stick. I LOVE that one... I also wore (for a few minutes at least) the purple crown that was in the crackers.

I spent a weekend a couple back in my FAVOURITE backpackers- in Picton. I spotted it when I lived in Blenheim and I couldn't justify staying there when I lived less than 20 minutes away. Now that I'm in Nelson it was finally justifiable to pay to stay there. Check it out... Nice, hey.










Wednesday, December 03, 2008

A Canadian political commentary

I am sitting in my lounge in Nelson, NZ reading about the political happenings in Canada. In the US you can get lame duck presidencies with a president in power without support of of the House or the Senate, unable to act. In NZ proportional representation means that the minor parties can wield far too much power for their level of popular support... They get ministerial roles because their support means that the larger party can stay in power. (For the record, living here hasn't made me a big fan of proportional rep.) It sounds like similiar things are happening in Canada without MMP. In Canada you can have a Liberal leader who has lost an election only weeks ago - seeing and grabbing for power- despite the fact he isn't even popular enough to lead his own party. I've found irony in Canadian politics before - such as how the BQ were 'her majesty's loyal opposition'. I'm curious to see how the public responds and how this proceeds. I can't imagine that a man who can't keep his party together can manage to keep a 3 headed monster with very different goals together- in difficult economic times. Difficult times call for a government that can act. I can't see how this one could, if this proceeds.

"Accountability of public servants to government, of government to Parliament, and of Parliament to taxpayers can be achieved only if the MPs of all parties support these goals. Parliamentarians must never lose sight of the fact that in a democracy, accountability is the price exacted for the gift of power." - James J. MacDonnell - former Auditor General of Canada

I think some MPs have forgotten. May they soon remember. And if they do not, may the people of Canada not forget.